Where am I running to?

I'll be honest--I am not a runner.  Never have been.  Have no ambition of being one.  I like hiking, walking, biking--but not running.





However, I am now convinced that I am actually a runner--but didn't know it.
I am either:


  • Running INTO the open arms of Christ...or
  • Running AWAY from the open arms of Christ
...and that running is happening continually, every day, every moment.

So I am running.  I fear that too often I run FROM God instead of TO God.
I run from God by being important, busy, fixing, sorting, looking after stuff, looking after people, looking after me, etc.

Instead of just running into the open arms of Christ--and then doing ONLY those things He tells me to do.
___________________
I hear God saying to me:

How you want Me
How you desire Me
But I want you more than you want Me
I desire you more than you desire Me
_____________________

So here is my motivation... God wants me...I choose to run to him.
Lord take that knowledge from my head into my heart
and captivate my heart oh LORD


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